Post by Colt of Personality on Dec 21, 2016 4:05:22 GMT
Well I guess I'm coming back....again.
HELLO EVERYONE!!!
So I know I have been absent from the forum for months and I only really pop up in the chat room now and again then disappear promising I want to come back only to disappear again but there is a reason for that on many levels and I want to really quickly address them here. Personally a lot has happen to me over the last months this year has been very hard on me and I don't want to air all my problems here but basically 2016 = The Year of Lost. And while I would have loved to been writing during all that to maybe deal with those issues frankly I just didn't want to. But there hasn't been only bad news I'm an uncle now, I have a new full time job (the same from the beginning of this year), most recently I;m moving in a like two weeks to a new house and also I just been wanting to do other things. Therefore I haven't really been wanting to write on here or at all but yet I always find the temptation drawing me back new ideas and creative stories always filling my head. However the reason I haven't committed again is the reason I'm writing this.
Creatively I hit one of my lowest points this year and have not been able to find the love I once had for writing on this site, I've never felt so stagnant writing Crow and feeling like I'm jumping the shark and making things so complicated. And when I tried to create a new character in the form of Kusuri I had some success but I've always felt tied down by Crow. I think that I been writing Crow for so damn long since I originally started on Animevice.com that I did everything I could with him and then could not let him go. Even now its hard to let him go and i don't want to. But you can see how I got towards the end of my run that I really started to spiraling downwards as I convinced myself that Crow is a main character to the entire thread and NEEDS to be in everything. But now here I am I want to come back I want to write again I want to get all my friends back but I don;t know how. I have no clue what has happen? Who is doing what? What threads have occurred? Or How I should come back? I know some of you don't want to write with me again and I don't blame you but I'm nervous about this too. I don't know how I can prevent myself from falling into the same pitfalls from before but I can try and I want to start here.
Like I said I don't know if I want know where to begin to come back, I don't know if I want to explain what been going on with Crow and bring him back in a fresh way or should I go with Kusuri or should I write a whole new character all together. This RP thread doesn't really have a story yet I just want to start small and work my way back. And maybe if I create a new character maybe this is where he begins. I'm asking you guys for help but I want to come back to writing but I;m not sure i have it in me right now to commit to something full time. I would like to start some time in the beginning of 2017 once I'm in my new house. Anyway please comment and write in your suggestions for what I should do, what this story should be, what I should do with my characters or where I should go? If you want me to go away for some more time tell me that too I won't be mad.
HELLO EVERYONE!!!
So I know I have been absent from the forum for months and I only really pop up in the chat room now and again then disappear promising I want to come back only to disappear again but there is a reason for that on many levels and I want to really quickly address them here. Personally a lot has happen to me over the last months this year has been very hard on me and I don't want to air all my problems here but basically 2016 = The Year of Lost. And while I would have loved to been writing during all that to maybe deal with those issues frankly I just didn't want to. But there hasn't been only bad news I'm an uncle now, I have a new full time job (the same from the beginning of this year), most recently I;m moving in a like two weeks to a new house and also I just been wanting to do other things. Therefore I haven't really been wanting to write on here or at all but yet I always find the temptation drawing me back new ideas and creative stories always filling my head. However the reason I haven't committed again is the reason I'm writing this.
Creatively I hit one of my lowest points this year and have not been able to find the love I once had for writing on this site, I've never felt so stagnant writing Crow and feeling like I'm jumping the shark and making things so complicated. And when I tried to create a new character in the form of Kusuri I had some success but I've always felt tied down by Crow. I think that I been writing Crow for so damn long since I originally started on Animevice.com that I did everything I could with him and then could not let him go. Even now its hard to let him go and i don't want to. But you can see how I got towards the end of my run that I really started to spiraling downwards as I convinced myself that Crow is a main character to the entire thread and NEEDS to be in everything. But now here I am I want to come back I want to write again I want to get all my friends back but I don;t know how. I have no clue what has happen? Who is doing what? What threads have occurred? Or How I should come back? I know some of you don't want to write with me again and I don't blame you but I'm nervous about this too. I don't know how I can prevent myself from falling into the same pitfalls from before but I can try and I want to start here.
Like I said I don't know if I want know where to begin to come back, I don't know if I want to explain what been going on with Crow and bring him back in a fresh way or should I go with Kusuri or should I write a whole new character all together. This RP thread doesn't really have a story yet I just want to start small and work my way back. And maybe if I create a new character maybe this is where he begins. I'm asking you guys for help but I want to come back to writing but I;m not sure i have it in me right now to commit to something full time. I would like to start some time in the beginning of 2017 once I'm in my new house. Anyway please comment and write in your suggestions for what I should do, what this story should be, what I should do with my characters or where I should go? If you want me to go away for some more time tell me that too I won't be mad.
